Hello all, I have just found new hope. I’m just fully motivated now. I’m not really sure what hit me, but something did, and I’m feeling great! Finally! I’m going to be cleaning all day today and working out, then I have to work in the morning tomorrow and the night Sunday. It won’t be that bad I guess. I won’t be eating much Sunday because I won’t want to eat in front of Troy, a friend of mine. I don’t think I’ll be eating much of anything honestly.

          I got back o a lot of you, and I’m still getting back to the rest, but as I said before, I have been really really busy lately. I’m really sorry and thank you all so much for understanding. Well I have to go and clean and work out now.

         Much love to all!

          Ok, so eating, I decided that I’m not going to fast on veggies. Not because I can’t, but because I want to take away any and all focus on food. I want to make my main goal exercising. I don’t care if I lose a bunch of weight, I want to just get exercising regularly.

          I worked out for two hours today! Yey, that’s good for me, I just want to keep that up! I’m so freaking tired. I don’t know why, so I’m going to get to bed. Sorry this is so short. Love you all and will get back with you soon!

          I have to make this quick because I should already be in bed. I have to take a shower in the morning and I’m going to be so damn tired.

         I’m sorry again for not getting back to like anyone. I feel like a bitch, like I just left all my friends. I just don’t post unless I have the time to really read your entries and give you real comments, ones that actually may help you. I don’t do the who props you are doing great thing. I’m sure that you would rather wait a day or two and get a really comment, then get a one or two liner…

          Today was fine, I did great in school and you know, everything was good, well, kinda. I have been extremely off balance and dizzy today. Like really really bad. It’s not my eating, it’s just, I don’t know what it is. I hate it! Other then that it was an ok day. I didn’t get to work out, though I could have. My mom told me to wait for her, but she didn’t get home till like 7:30 and by then she was too tired to workout, and I couldn’t do it at that time if she didn’t. I could have earlier, but then I got talking to Lacey and just kinda lost track. I hate that I did that, but I won’t do it tomorrow.

          I had so much to do, I just can’t believe that I didn’t do any of it! That just pisses me off. I’m mad about that, but I refuse to let it get to me. I have said my piece on it, and I can’t just complain about it or make excuses. This was my doing, so I will have to do something about it! And I will.

          Well, like I said, I have to make this short, I have to get to bed. I’ll work out as soon as I get home rather then go straight to the computer. When I get done, you all will be my first priority.

          Oh yeah, and I did great on my eating. All I ate today was some apples and bananas. So that made me feel good. I’m gaining weight, but I think that it is because my period is going to start and I’m retaining water. I know that I haven’t been drinking as much as I should, not at all, so I have to get back into that habit again. That way, even if I’m on my period, I will lose the water weight because the more you drink, the faster the water flushes through your body.

          Well, thank you all for you comments. Again, it means a lot that you still comment, even though I haven’t had the time to get to you yet.

          Ok, so I got back to a lot of you this morning, so that makes me happy!